desserted

My heart is like a desert now
Wide vast dry
Full of dry leaves
Lots of sun, excessive heat
It rains a bit rarely not enough to hydrate
Not enough to wash away the motions of the experiences, the small pieces stuck on my skin.
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Sand is my skin
Breathing waves
Come and go
Tears and songs
Voices
Beats
Rythm is all
skies above and below
endless wonders
emotional borders and theatrical roles
losing my sense of the world
floating around like
an ever changing cloud
social clown
Asocial deep down
Don't dare to see through our own prism of the sea
vastness
neglectedness
Slowly surrendering in a feeling so dense like the fog in the morning
On a field
seems so promising
in the end nothing to harvest
nothing to harvest
got stuck in the endless search of the meaning of this journey.

Imaging love life meaning healing sharing joy
Flying swimming drawing dreaming and joy
pure joy
A mistress of the play of the space and time
Master of disguises between lightly and darkly figures.
play play play my friend
keep flowing lightly on this game
without critical eyes but soul
compassion
Let go


31.3.2015