the story of Shame

 shame is a lady
who likes to hide things
and the mind has to find them
she hides them in places inside the body
and the heart even sometimes!  although she's the only one who knows where they are, and the body off course, but somehow, they don't talk to each other for a while, and it appears as if there are walls between them
large thick walls, of perception, as if she lives in a huge house with many many rooms and she hides each memory- incident in each room, and even if they are connected they appear to be separate,
and then although its only a room
it seems as hundreds or thousands even

So this lady once told me
the more she loves her things, the deeper she hides them
just to see how far could you search for them

one would wonder why would she do such a thing like that, and whats the point in hiding the things you love

well,
somehow
she needs to find a way of being
and her way is this.

there s really no answer to that question
but when she gets activated she really turns red, and the heart pumping, and sweating, and then you know you are near into discovering the truth, and love of your life
inside your life


work in progress

17.2.2019