The space in between. part I

 The fear of getting mad 

Is connected with the need to control 

Interactions 

Others 

How we react 

How they react 

If I say that they will react like that 

If I go mad and I don't have control over what I say then I don't control how they react 

What I receive is out of control

And what I feel 

I can't protect myself

Anyway 

I can't control 

I can only become more tolerant 

Loving 

Kind 

accepting 

Open heart 

Etc 

Trusting 

That what comes to me is what I deserve 

My karma 

And grace 

From the lord 

Acceptance 

Then I will have to actually feel 

Whatever comes 

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